Babies, babies, babies!

Yes ladies and gentlemen, my biological clock is ticking.  My mom says it's because Sheree had E and I see how happy her and Matt are.  And that could be so.  But I'd like to think it's more than that.  My sister told us that she was pregnant last February and I was elated!! I couldn't wait to meet the new person that she was growing inside her body.  E was well worth the wait.  He happens to be the cutest child to ever surface the planet.  Needeless to say, his Auntie Amy has an "S" load of pics.  I started to realise a different kind of love.  I love Vince.  Pure and True.  Evertime I see him my heart skips a beat.  I still have a crush on him to this day!  Going home and opening to door to see him never gets old.  Waking up and falling asleep with him next to me is still heartwarming.  We've been together for 5 and a haf years now and one would think that these feeling would eventually start to slow down after the first couple of years, but not for me.  In saying this, I had no idea that I was ready to be a mom.  I knew that I wanted to become one eventually.  I always knew that I wanted to be the mother of his children.  I just didn't realise that I was ready NOW!
A couple of months back my body was acting funky.  I'll leave the details out in hopes that I still have the male readers.  But every symptom I had was what I had read in "What to expect..." (I bought the book when I found out Sheree was preggers.  I wanted to read ab it). In realizing that I could be pregnant, I mentally prepared myself.  I thought that this proccess would take a while.  But to my surprise, it didn't!  I told myself that fiscally we aren't ready.  But then again, who is?  But other then the fact that our apartment is kind of lame to raise a baby in, I found nothing wrong.  Yes, the apartment is and should be huge problem for me.  But it wasn't enough to hold me back.  So I let Vince know where I was at mentally and physically.  And off we went to CVS.  I took the test and needless to say, negative.  I cried for two days.  And Vince was perfect for those two days.  Saying all of the right things and doing them as well.  I know that he must have felt some kind of relief that we weren't pregnant.  But if he did, he never showed it to me.  Why I was surprised that I wasn't prenant is dumb!  I take my BCpill everyday at the same time.  You can run your clock by me.  My internal alarm goes off at 1:00pm there I am shoving a pill down my throat.  But now, Im not as anxious to take it.  I still do!  After a long discussion ab how we still want to travel to couple of places before I start dropping babies, we decided to wait.  But for only 2 more years!!  In two years, I'm off the pill and on to the rythem method.  If it happens it happens, and if not, there's adoption.  But look out Ej, you might have a cousin in about three more years!! Haha ;-)

Until next time, here's hoping that you're ot bored at work.